To a house that’s a disaster – because my husband doesn’t help clean.

A migraine from hell.

And the overwhelming realization that I am seriously sucking at this taking care of myself thing and I literally have no support system. 

Today, I am struggling with self-hatred, high anxiety numbers, controlling my anger, and strong urges to cut. I feel like I’ve wasted my entire life in therapy. I wish I could just take a Xanax and feel better. I am stressed out to the max. I haven’t had any time for myself or yoga. My to-do list is 100 miles long and growing. And honestly, I want to just take enough Tylenol PMs to sleep forever. 

Here’s to hoping life is better tomorrow.

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