Today was emotionally draining.

I had lunch with my biological dad.

I talked to my marriage counselor about sex today.

And I found out that my husband didn’t get a job that he was pretty confident he was going to get.

I am confused, overwhelmed, and drained. My mind is in a dark place tonight….not that that is really any different from the past few nights….but it seems heavier tonight…everything feels heavy. 

Maybe when I’ve processed today’s events, I’ll write more about them. But right now, I just need to get my thoughts straight. 



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